in case you haven’t heard it today, or don’t fully realise it yet: i promise you that most people in this world are kind, loving and understanding. the people around you want you to succeed, they do not want you to fail. your friends don’t hate you, they love you, and they want to see you grow and prosper.
the world is not as bad as it seems. don’t forget that.
Sounds fake but ok
good news: it’s not fake. everything i said is true. being dismissive towards good things is a damaging mindset to have. you’ll feel a lot better if you have some trust and if you’re willing to consider optimistic viewpoints.
Is this what non depressed people feel like ? Damn. You’re so lucky
i’m extremely mentally ill and extremely depressed at that. deflecting good advice that encourages you to think positively about life by claiming that the person who said it is not depressed (when i very much am) is also a very damaging mindset to have.
Venom (2018) tried to portray Venom as a kind of dark character who says scary stuff but I’ve read comics so I know Venom is actually just a super enthusiastic and emotional boyfriend so nice try there Sony
He’s so enthusiastic? He’s so excited to be where they first met and is scared that Eddie isn’t happy too
And he gets confused a lot cos he doesn’t understand why he and Eddie don’t always agree on stuff and he thinks it makes him bad
But when he does good stuff he gets super excited cos he loves being a hero and it’s just v adorable
alright but venom WAS a very dark character, because klynter are very heavily influenced by there early hosts(see carnage is so terrible because his first host was a serial killer) and his first hosts were spiderman, who ended up going threw some emotional trouble and rejecting the symbiote completely, and eddie brock, who was ALSO going threw some heavy emotional shit(also do to a retcon, deadpool,who has all the issues ever), but they recovered and got threw there issues to heal
he is both a dark character AND a super emotional and enthusiastic boyfriend
LOL I’m bein kicked out n it’s fucking winter y’all wanna help me afford a place to stay tonight please sorry abt not being able to draw for it like usual but I won’t b able to get on a computer for a while LOL
Little update: I have found a place to stay for the night, thank you so so much to everyone who helped me & offered comfort. However I’m only allowed to stay here for one night only as staying would require me to get a dbs check which I not only do not have the funds to spare, I also don’t have any of the forms of ID id need to get one. Tomorrow I am maybe taking the bus three hours away to stay with a friend, but this is not an ideal situation either as my DWP appointments are stationed where I am staying now and if I do not turn up for them all my benefits will be stopped, which is my only source of income right now. My gf is still stuck at home with her unpredictable mother (who kicked me out) and we are desperately trying to scrape together the money to go towards paying the bond to rent a house. Thank you so much to everyone boosting this, I really cannot express how grateful I am right now. This situation is defietely not ideal and quite scary, but it warms my heart knowing there’s people willing to help
Update 2: I haven’t eaten or slept bc this whole situation is making my mental illnesses so much worse. Today I’m going to sell my graphics tablet n my computer since they’re the only thing of value left I own (I sold everything else in the past for food money n stuff) needless to say I’m heartbroken. Please keep boosting this I still really, really need the help & I only have accommodations for the next two days. After that it’s sleeping in doorways in 0 degree weather.
self care is watching those all gameplay & cutscenes videogame compilations on youtube in order to simulate the experience of playing games you dont have the money for
me, sitting down to watch 6-8 full hours of fun content while someone infinitely better than me at videogames handles all the hard parts:
i just want people to know that engaging in disordered eating patterns is harmful and difficult regardless of whether it never morphs into a clinically diagnosable eating disorder, and if you are dealing with any of this you have my utmost sympathy and care. i am so tired of diet culture treating these behaviors as though they’re completely fine as long as they’re not “bad enough.”
